Chele bells

How strange...

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 20:28:13 GMT

ok, So i know i NEVER come on here anymore..its weird..i used to be addicted to this..then i got hooked on xanga..and now its myspace... the only reason i still keep this thing, is because i still want to be able to contact one person, who i still never really talk to anymore..but, i dunno, sometimes, its good just to read that shes doing well where she is... i think now, me and her are two compeletely different people, and have changed since we last were together, thats a given..its been like 3 years.

Telle, even though i havent talked to u in like a year, i havent forgotten about you... you were a great friend...maybe one day we'll get to see one another again..miss yah!

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 03:54:57 GMT

WTF HAPPENED TO CHANTELLE!?!!?!?! she doesnt update anymore?!

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 06:52:53 GMT

I'm in soo much pain right now.. my heart hurts. i can't believe how much it hurts still..

i called marcus..and kellen ended up on the phone.. he had the nerve to ask me if i'm still inlove with him. and claims he wants to be friends, and asks why he didnt get acall to see if he was back from europe..only mark got that call..
he thinks that me talkin to him will help me get over him. or i don tknow what the deal is, but he said a lot of shit, that maybe back then, i would have thought was sincere, but i honestly dont know what to believe. i think he likes knowing someon eis hurting on his behalf. how could he do this to me, how could he expect me to be friendly towards him after that..so what i havent talked to him in 2 months.. jesus christ.. this hurts.

...a little later thoughts...

so shoot me if this sounds dumb..i know it does, but i was thinking, what if this was him missing me.. he wants me back. is it possible? but would i want him back.. and thats the difficult part.. do i?

yeah, i know it would be a bad desicion, but its hard to make the right one when u have feelings for someone. i've tried getting over him, and i thought i had, but i dont know if i f ully have. someone smack me, i know i know hes bad for me..but its so hard to walk away..

grad party saturday.. hey chrissy, if u want to come, give me a call.. i think u still have my number.

Sat, 15 May 2004 00:23:02 GMT

Yeah, so i'm on crutches right now.. it sucks really bad... i fell and sprained my ankle, as well as dislocated my knee.. i think my ankle gave out, which caused a sprain,a nd because i previously had dislocatd my knee, i did that again.. it sucks.

do this in comments back

Tue, 04 May 2004 07:17:26 GMT

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 20:53:55 GMT

X= I've never actually done it.

(_) I have never been drunk
(_) I never have smoked pot
(_) I never have kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) I never have kissed a member of the same sex
(X) I never crashed a friend's car
(x) I have never been to Japan
(_) I never rode in a taxi
(_) I never have been in love
(_) I never had sex
(X) I never have had sex in public
(x) I never have been dumped
(_) I never shoplifted
(x) I never have been fired
(_) I have never cut myself on purpose
(X) I never have been in a fist fight
(X) I never had a 3-some
(x) I never snuck out of my parent's house
(x) I never have been tied up (sexually)
(X) I never been caught masturbating
(X) I never pissed on myself (there is a fine line here, I'm assuming this means on purpose)
(_) I never had sex with a member of the opposite sex
(x) I never have been arrested
(x) I never made out with a stranger
(_) I never stole anything from my job
(X) I never celebrated New Year's in Time Square
(x) I never went on a blind date
(x) I never lied to a friend
(x) I never had a crush on a teacher
(x) I never celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
(X) I never have been to Europe
(_) I never skipped school
(x) I never slept with a co-worker
(x) I never have been fisted and/or have fisted anyone
(x) I never have thrown up in a bar
(x) I never have purposely set myself on fire
(_) I never have eaten sushi
(_) I never have been snowboarding
(_) I never have been happy with myself
(x) I never have met a movie star
(X) I never had sex in a pool
(_) I never went to a prom
(X) I never bungee jumped
(X) I never have been to a pop concert
(x) I never have dated someone for over a year
(X) I never sold naked pictures of myself
(x) I have never been in a car accident
(?) I have never seen a dog naked
(x) I have never slept in the nude.
(x) I have never had a one night stand.
(_) I've never eaten cheesecake
(X) I've never had jury duty

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 23:27:04 GMT

wow, i realized i havent written in here in a while..almost a month later.. anyways sooo i was sick all this past week, and it sucked really bad because i missed the show saturday that i said i was going to go to..so when i talked to jake he asked where i was cuz he didnt see me at the show. I really wanted to go too... also that night, marcus called to go hang out with them at Nicks house cuz his rents were outta town..once again, i couldnt go. sucked for me.. they went to a strip club last night cuz none of the guys has ever been to one, and tom turned 21 so they went in honor of his birthday...right..horny men...hahaha i hope they had fun... too bad i wasnt 18, i would have joined them, just to cruz with my boys and laugh at them throwing money at chicks...

i havent seen kellen in two 2 weeks... sucks for me.. i really want to see him... but i know for sure i'm seeing him this coming weekend..we already have plans.

ehhh i want my surfboard back..for those of you who dont know. i went surfing near sandys, where you should be really really good to go surfing at. anyways, i ended up on the reef because well, low tide, plus its reef pretty much the whole beach, so trying to get out, i got thrown on the reef, scraped and brused up my knees.. and i ditched my board so i could hold the reef so i didnt lose my balance and hurt myself more, anywys i got my board back climbed up on higher reef and got onto shore. picked up my board, and started crying when i see how beat up it got in the waves and reef. depressing. anyways this guy JT was fixing it, said it was gonna be ready by wednesday, which it is, but i still havent gotten it from him!! i duno. i want my board!!!!

less then 4 months to graduation..this is crazy... aaaah

Sat, 25 Oct 2003 03:08:47 GMT

LAYER ONE:
-- name: Michele
-- birthplace: Granada Hills, CA
-- current Location: Kailua, HI
-- eye color: Hazwl
-- hair color: Brown
-- height: 5'4" 5'5"
-- righty or lefty: righty
-- zodiac sign: Scoripio
LAYER TWO:
-- your heritage: Czechoslovakian, German, English, Scotch-irish, swedish.
-- the shoes you wore today: Reef slippers
-- your weakness: love
-- your fears: being alone. <--- I agree too
-- your perfect pizza: Pepperoni and pineapple
-- goal you'd like to achieve: dunno be successful in career
LAYER THREE:
-- your most overused phrase on AIM: hehehe
-- your thoughts first waking up: i have no idea
-- your bedtime: whenever I go i go
-- your most missed memory: ESG days...unfortunatly
LAYER FOUR:
-- pepsi or coke: pepsi
-- mcdonald's or burger king: neither
-- single or group dates: single
-- adidas or nike: adidas
-- lipton ice tea or nestea: eh, dunno
-- chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
LAYER FIVE:
-- smoke: no
-- cuss: fuck yeah
-- sing: yeah
-- take a shower everyday: yes
-- have a crush: yes
-- do you think you've been in love: eh, not so much
-- want to go to college: yes
-- like(d) high school: occationally
-- want to get married: yes
-- believe in yourself: sure
-- get motion sickness: if I read in the car <<< Yup..
-- think you're attractive: somewhat yeah
-- think you're a health freak: close, not really
-- get along with your parent(s): somewhat...
-- like thunderstorms: yeah
-- play an instrument:no
LAYER SIX:
in the past month...
-- drank alcohol: no
-- smoked: no
-- done a drug: no
-- had sex: no
-- made out: no
-- gone on a date: no
-- gone to the mall?: yeah
-- eaten an entire box of oreos: no
-- eaten sushi: no
-- been on stage: yeah
-- been dumped: no
-- gone skating: no
-- made homemade cookies: no
-- gone skinnydipping: no
-- dyed your hair: no
-- stolen anything: no
LAYER SEVEN:
ever...
-- played a game that required removal of clothing: no
-- if so, was it mixed company: read above...NO
-- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yup
-- been caught "doing something": making out yeah, but he didnt say anythign just walked awaay and waited till later to say n e thing
-- been called a tease: yes
-- gotten beaten up: not really, brother sister thing?
-- shoplifted: no
-- changed who you were to fit in: no
LAYER EIGHT:
-- age you hope to be married: before im 35
-- numbers and names of children: ....
-- describe your dream wedding: beach
-- how do you want to die: no pain
-- where you want to go to college: Moorpark, CA
-- what do you want to be when you grow up: broadcasting
-- what country would you most like to visit: Europe..
LAYER NINE:
in a guy..
-- best eye color? green, blue
-- best hair color? blondish
-- short or long hair: kinda surfer long..
-- height: taller then me..not towering though
-- best weight: doesnt matter really..not to skinny though
-- best articles of clothing: shorts
-- best first date location: dunno
-- best first kiss location: beach, definantly!!!!
LAYER TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: ugh dunno
-- # of people i could trust with my life: not sure
-- # of CDs that i own: lots
-- # of piercings: 5
-- # of tattoos: 0
-- # of scars on my body: one of my arm from the pizza oven at work
-- # of things in my past that i regret: NO REGRETS
Currents:
{x} current clothes: hurly tank and jeans
{x} current mood: chill
{x} current taste: jamba juice
{x} current hair: bun
{x} current annoyance: school, people
{x} current smell: cant, sick..
{x} current thing you ought to be doing:getting ready for work
{x} current desktop picture: flower
{x} current book: weird one..forget the name
{x} current refreshment: none
{x} current worry: nothing
{x} current crush: kekai
{x} current favorite celebrity: dunno
Who / What:
{x} who do you like: adam, kekai
{x} who likes you: kekai
{x} what annoys you: people
{x} what do you want to do: sleep
{x} what do you get sick of: alot
{x} who is one person you would marry tomorrow: adam
{x} do you sleep on your back, stomach or side?: all
{x} what would you take if you were stuck on a desert island? music
{x} who would you take to that island if you had to take anyone, dead or alive?: Ashton Kutcher. Hes hot and has a great personality<<<<<<<agree Do / Have / What / etc.: {x} do you like water?: yeah {x} if your house was on fire and you could only save one thing, what would you save?: music {x} have you ever said 'i love you' and not meant it?: no {x} what is your favorite sesame street character?: didnt watch it {x} what time is it?: 5:04 {x} what time did you wake up this morning?: 6:45 AM {x} who would you trade places with for a day?: dunno {x} have you ever been told you look like a celebrity?: yeah Michelle Branch, Vanessa Carlton, and Drew barrymoore, none of which look like each other? {x} finish this sentence. "i wouldn't be caught dead"... I dont know {x} what is the worst thing that can happen on a date?: learning he fucked you mom? i dunno {x} would you rather live in the mountains or by the ocean?: ocean Last time you've: {x} cried: last saturday {x} bought something: today {x} gotten sick: currently {x} eaten: today {x} felt stupid: today {x} wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: no {x} talked to an ex: blah blah {x} talked to someone you have a crush on: yesterday {x} had a serious talk: ugh dunno yesterday probably..within the past week {x} missed someone: eh..dunno {x} hugged someone: tanner the other day {x} girl/boyfriend: none {x} are you center of attention or a wall flower: center {x} what type of automobile do you drive: Nissan Maxima {x} would you rather be with friends or on a date: friends {x} do you attend church: no {x} do you like being around people: yes {x} who is your role model: Ryan is my motivation {x} have you ever liked someone you had no chance with? all the time {x} have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yeaaah {x} have you ever lied to your best friend: dunno i hope not {x} ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yes {x} rather have a relationship or a "hookup": depends who it is... {x} want someone you don't have right now: yeah {x} ever liked your best guy friend: yeah {x} do you want to get married: wasnt this already asked? {x} do you want kids: I think this was too... {x} what is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my eyes {x} are you happy with your life: yeaah {x} if you could change something in your life right now, what would it be?: a different job..

Wed, 18 Jun 2003 09:16:01 GMT

I am sooo fucking bored right now its not even funny...like the past two days.. well today i did some cleaning, and im getting rid of alot of shit. then after i was done with that I went and visited Aurora at the YMCA because shes helping out there with swimming lessons... so i saw her for a bit... then i came home and i've done nothing really.. I'm going to the beach tomorrow.. with lindsey and tanner and bob.. i think.. at least thats what me and lindsey planned... uh, Kellen went shrooming tonight... i dont know.. i find it stupid.. why does he have to do that shit? I think hes waaay smarter..and hopefully more creative to be doing that shit... i guess he wants to waste his time and trip..i guess he thinks its better then smoking weed, because it doesnt stay in your system for a month like weed..but it fucks up pretty bad for hours... oh well... hes 20, and a big boy he'll have to take care of himself.. i guess im just concerned...i love my friends, i dont want to see them do things that can hurt themselves... i dont know why Brian doesnt try and stop him..brian didnt like it when he tried it and hes his best friend, he has a lot of influence over kellen, but no, Brian goes and helps him find the shrooms...what idiots. I dont miss school, but i do miss seeing my friends there! I miss adam... and i miss just having people to talk and laugh with everyday..... Kasey hasnt called me since the first time, i guess its not that big of a deal, its not like we knew each other anyways...but he did say he wanted to meet up and hang out so i dont know why he hasnt called me!! whatevers, ashleys suppose to see if Emmie has his cell number or can get it or whatevers... and i'll give him the call, because i've already intiated everything else, except the conversation...he introduced himself to me first, but thats probably only because we were sitting next to each other at the party.... i still dont know what to think about talking to graham last night, it wasnt really a conversation... but it kinda was..hes working full time at some car thing by the bowling ally.. he didnt explain what with cars..just said something about it..s o i dont know if hes a macanic or if hes selling them or what.. he left it very vauge.. because he doesnt want me coming and "stalking" him..fuck you graham, your not that fucking important that anyone would want to do that. Yes you used to be a very good friend of mine, and you did comfort me one night, but fuck you werent very trust worthy, and you fucked yourself over... Yes i miss you and i would love to cruz with you again, but your a little too obnoxious for me... maybe you've matured... or maybe you've turned into a druggie like a lot of the others... who knows.. you didnt seem to care that i was talkign to you, your still immature i can tell that, and i bet you can tell that im not the little freshman anymore that you once knew...actually I KNOW im not the little freshman you knew.... I've changed ALOT since then, for the better... ugh, the only person that i would fucking do anything to get back is John...hes the only one that fucking matters to me.. all the esgs can go do whatever the fuck they want to.. i want my Johnny boy back... well, i want Ryan back too, but i never really had him to begin with.. and i'm closer to getting him then john, we actually might cruz this summer, but john... ihave no idea... ugh, no one really knows...all the ones that do, i cant talk to, because they hate john...whatevers im not talking about the past anymore tonight...at least about him... ummmmm whats today? Tuesday?? yeah... i want to go to the beach every day the rest of this week.. i also want to clean my room some more and just throw away everything i dont need... well... anyways i should goooooo, ihave nothing else to talk about... BLAH

Sat, 06 Jul 2002 08:58:37 GMT

FUCK FUCK FUCK
why why why!
YOU KNOW WHAT JAMES! IF YOU READ THIS AGAIN! DONT BRING UP THE SHIT I WRITE IN HERE UP AT WORK!!!

AGRRRRR well now i have to put friends only so no one can ever see this besides my friend because there was like a 1 and a 100 chance that someone i know on this island would see it without me telling them...so wtf. ya. k bye... oh and james.... NO I DONT LIKE JORDAN!

Sat, 06 Jul 2002 00:03:56 GMT

What Obscure Animal are you?

What obscure band are you?

What Spooky Being are You?

Fri, 05 Jul 2002 08:31:49 GMT

i dont like it
i really dont understand
why does she want to hurt herself
why does she want to end her life
its so fucked up
and she wont tell me why
kinda sounded like me a few months ago
fuck life.
whatever..im happy now and i dont want her to hurt herself..wtf do i do!?!?

Fri, 05 Jul 2002 02:36:05 GMT

What Was Your PastLife?

Fuck my plans might be ruined!

Tue, 02 Jul 2002 00:53:11 GMT

ok, well im skrewed...my plans... get through high school... go to eruope june after graduation, then fly up to michigan for a week with telle, then me and her fly to cali and stay with my dad. BUT im not sure if my dads goin to b in cali! hes thinking about nevada or washington, i mean i want to go to washington but i need to go to cali! so wtf!! oh well i'll find out later...

Mon, 01 Jul 2002 07:03:32 GMT

Which Kiss Are You?

Find your emotion!

You are 20% evil! [?]

You're pretty non-evil. You're a little bit off of being all good, but you tend to still be orderly and peaceful. You aren't the bad person at all...for the most part.

Who are YOU most like?

You're ANGER! You're not the most pleasant person to be around! You've got a short fuse, and you're almost always mad at the world. You're represented by the color red.

Fri, 28 Jun 2002 06:26:13 GMT

well today is thursday...oh fuck ya this week went by fast! and lets see monday iwent to school and i went to the beach with lacheye, tuesday i dont remember, wednesday i worked, and today i went to waikiki and went surfing and then i saw amanda and i went and cruzed with her and her bf and her bfs bro at a hotel amandas cousins were staying at. so we were in the pool and me and amanda both had blue bathing suits on...but her bf brandon didnt know that so underwater he came up and grabed me! ya it was really really weird... then his brother brad bit me in my leg... i dont knwo why? ahhh im scared sometimes... thats all i got to say thank god tomorrow is friday

Fri, 28 Jun 2002 06:09:10 GMT

1.What time is it? 7:52pm
2. Name as it appears on your birth certificate: michele
3. Nickname? Mikala, drew, chele, alberta, fredrick, brat, hollywood, makavilli
4. Parents names? Doak and julie
5. Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? i dont remember if i had a birthday cake
24. Favourite Holiday? holloween
25. Favourite day of the week? friday or saturday
26. Favourite word or phrase? Dude
27. Favourite Toothpaste? 2 and 1
28. Favourite Restaurant ? dunno
29. Favourite Flower? dunno
30. Favourite lDrink? water
31. Favourite sport to watch on T.V.? none
32. Preferred type of ice cream? chocolate
33. Favourite Sesame Street Character? big bird
34. Disney or Warner Bros. ? disney
35. Favourite Fast Food Restaurant? dominos pizza
36. When was your last hospital visit? shit i dont know
37. What colour is your bedroom carpet? brown
38. How many times did you fail your permit or drivers test? didnt take it
39. Who is the last person you got mail from? email? ashley
40. Have you ever been convicted of a crime?no
41. Which single store would you choose to max out your credit card? ross
42. What do you do most often when you are bored? comp
43. Name the person that you are friends with that lives farthest away? Chantelle in michigan
44. Most annoying thing? too many
45. Bedtime? i usually go to bed around 10 30 or 11 so i can wake up at 7 15
46. Who will respond the quickest? no one
7. Favourite all-time TV show? dunno friends?
48. Last person you went out to dinner with? mom and grandma tonite
49. Last Movie you saw? in theaters? undercover brother
50. Favourite Music? Anything i like
51. What CD is in your player right this second? incubus
52. What is your deepest fear? dunno
53: Time when you finished? 8:03

Wed, 26 Jun 2002 05:13:41 GMT

	My Favorite Male Part Is: The Arm: Strong and protective. Good for slave labour too...
Find out your favorite male body part!

Mon, 24 Jun 2002 07:42:59 GMT

43% addicted to Instant Messenger. How about you?

18% SEVERELY ADDICTED to Instant Messenger. How about you?

Sun, 23 Jun 2002 23:06:43 GMT

IF ANYONE HAS A LJ CODE THEY WOULD LIKE TO GIVE TO LET ANDI JOIN LET ME KNOW!

Sun, 23 Jun 2002 10:17:00 GMT

I WANT TO TAKE BALLET CLASSES! ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME??

Sun, 23 Jun 2002 08:55:53 GMT

god i hate being hit on. esp. when their joking around! so tonite at work jordan was pissing me off, so i was venting about it to someone else and then my manager james started saying "jordan and michele, sitting in a tree, k-i-s-s-i-n-g" fuckk! then jordan walks in the room and james is like hey jordan michele wants to hook up. then i walk out of the room and jordans like hey seriously? and im like NO! and then he said to me before he left. "hey michele, friday movies" whatever. also before we closed adam and a bunch of guys were in the store, and he was talking about his bro and saying he was around my age then said "hey you should go out with my bro" then i said something like im already being told to hook up with jordan, then adams like no go out with me, then somewhere along the line he said to go out with david (the afro guy) and some other guy was like dont worry i wont ask you out. im like ok. then after when i was waiting for my ride, adam was all like "i'll quit smoking ciggs for you, yeah were going to get married and have lots of kids" and im like i dont want kids and hes like "you'll have kids for my sake" and then jordan starts saying i'll have his kids and then something like i''ll suck his dick... he said sorry cuz adam was like thats a little harsh i wouldnt even say that to someone so hes like yeah that was mean, im sorry. whatever. truth, i like jordan, but i wouldnt go out with him because hes all about sex, and all that shit and im not allowed to go out so its not like i could ever do anything esp cuz my mom knows who he is from seeing me talk to him before i started work one day. but he was really being irratating and obnoxious and i cant stand it. truth, adams nice and when i first met him i thought he was cute, BUT hes a marine and hes desprite. Truth, im scared to go out with people, i dont know how to be myself around someone who knows i like them and i dont want to have sex with anyone right now and guys just dont understand that. i probably wont go out with anyone for the duration of high school, yeah i want a boyfriend, but i dont want the heartbreak that comes along with it. fuck it.

Sat, 15 Jun 2002 09:01:12 GMT

Top Ten Songs In Your Cd Player (mp3 player for the technologically adept):
01. incubus
02. sublime
03. 311
04. linkin park
05. new found glory
06. um..
07. um..
08. um..
09. um..
10. um..

Top Five Things You Wish You Had Said To Grandma:
01. i
02. didnt
03. know
04. her
05. very well

Top Seven Things That You Think About While Showering:
01. i wish i had a car i wouldnt have to get ready so soon
02. i wish i was in cali
03. i need a sterio in here
04. if i could sit in the shower all day i would
05. im so sick of this house
06. what am i goin to do tomorrow?
07. this shampoo smells good.

Top Four Directions You Want To Take:
01. left
02. right
03. singer
04. actress

Top Six Things You Love About Yours Truly (meaning me, dominic):
01. um nice, thats all i know about him.
02.
03.
04.
05.
06.

Top Six Things You Love About Yours Truly (meaning you, insert name here): chele
01. um my eyes
02. being able to get along with pretty much anyone
03. my hair
04. i think i sing good
05. i hate everything else about me
06. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

Top Two Things You Love About My Friend Stoner Ryan, Even If You Don't Know Him:
01. his name is ryan
02. stoners are fun to talk to

Top Eight Things You Love About Drugs And Alcohol:
01. i dont love either
02. its just something to do unless your bored
03. everyone in kailua does it.
04. its stupid
05. they need to do something else than get stoned and drunk
06. more to life than parties
07.
08.

Top Twenty Best Alphabets:
01. r
02. s
03. t
04. l
05. n
06. e
07. m
08. b
09. d
10. y
11. u
12. a
13. c
14. f
15. h
16. k
17. i
18. o
19. p
20. g

Top Three Names For Your Unborn Illegitimate Male Children:
01. ryan
02. mark
03. andrew

Top Three Names For Your Unborn Ilegitimate Female Children:
01. riley
02. erin
03. rachel

Top Three Names For Your Unborn Alien Children:
01. zeek
02. R2D2
03. C3PO

Quick! Feet In The Air Or Head On The Ground?
> head in the ground

Top Four Talk Shows Or Shows In General. No, Make It Top Nine:
01. darma and greg
02. friends
03. just shoot me
04. sponge bob
05. mtv
06. disney
07. cartoons
08. HBO channels
09. anything else

Quick! Where Is Your Mind?
> i dunno somewhere

and finally:

Top One Favorite Place To Go After The President Announces That He's A Robot And Has Been Changing People Into Robots To Enslave The Human Race:
01. austrialla

Fri, 14 Jun 2002 08:51:36 GMT

Are you in love? no
Have you ever been in love? dont know
Are you sexually active? no
Do you have a significant other? no
How well do love and sex go together? pretty damn good i guess
Would you ever give oral sex in a random hookup? no probably not
Do you even do random hookups? no
Have you ever been a "slut" or a "player" in a serious manner? No.
Do you use people? No
Been used? Yeah
Do you believe in waiting until marriage to have sex? no
Have you ever had a crush on a friend's boyfriend? sure
Have you ever done anything with a friend's boyfriend? no
Is it really better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all? not sure
Has anyone ever used a pick up line on you? yeah today actually it was gay.
Do you like bad boys? sometimes
What's your favorite toy(s) if u use them? no
Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? no
Ever been hit on by a teacher? no
Do you joke about sex a lot? yeah
Can you relate anything to sex? sure
When was the last time you got some? virgin
Is there someone you're longing to be with right this very second? yep
So, what's your ideal romantic date? moonlight beach
If you liked someone and they asked you out, but they didn't believe in sex before marriage, would you dump them? no
Does someone's social status/reputation have an effect on whether you would say yes or no if they asked you out? if i like them it wont matter
Would you date someone who would be likely to get you in trouble? depends if i like them
What about masturbating, do you do it? no
Ever been caught masturbating? look up
Ever been caught doing something sexual with someone? no
Ever walked in on your parents having sex? EW NO!
Do you carry condoms even if you never end up using them? of someone gives me one i might for awhile then just go put it on something. not a dick but a waterfountain handle
Would you/have you ever skinny dipped? i have
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Have you had sex? no
More than 50 times? look up
Have you ever given anyone a blow job? no
Have you ever fingered someone? im a chick, no.
If you haven't done any of the above, would you? um yeah..except fingering someone
If someone paid you, would you have sex with someone of the same sex as you? no
Are You Straight or Gay? straight
If you could, would you look in on someone having sex? maybe
Would you look in on your parents having sex? eew nonono!
How old are you? 15
Girls, have you ever been pregnant? no im still a virgin for the 50th time
Guys, your girl ever been pregnant? --
Do you think any of your siblings are sexy? no way!
Have you ever had oral sex? no
More then 50 times? no
Have you ever had sex with a stranger? nope
If not, do you want to? no
Which one are you more afraid of getting...Aids or Pregnant? Aids

Thu, 13 Jun 2002 10:03:45 GMT

I have the necklace with the huge balls now. i got it monday. but today i realized why i like them so much. they are memories for me. last year when i liked ryan. ryan had them and so did john. i remember one nite trying to fill silence by askin ryan why he wears them and then i was kinda making like i didnt like them but i did. so he took them off and put them in his pocket. it was sweet, but felt bad for him doing that. then my other memory is one day me and carin went to johns house and i put his necklace on me then when he dropped us off at my dads i still had them. he came for them and a video game the next morning but instead i gave the balls to carin. she held on to them until after they broke up. then he asked for them back saying he felt naked without them...it was the lamest thing ive ever heard. i know that my level or maturity and their level of maturity will never be on the same level yet i dont know who is more mature than the other. i miss them...i wish john called me everyday like he used to. i wish ryan still wanted to hang out and give me a hug and a kiss on the cheek before he left. i wish that i could have done things differntly. but i know i cant change it and wishing wont help. im not suppose to be part of the esgs lives anymore. they have graduated. and i have two more dreadful years left. enough about sad memories...

Monday i went shoping with amanda... we went to nordstrome racks and ala moana... went to hot topic and bought a ball chain necklace, a belt, and a belly ring.

tuesday i just sat around until i had to go to work

today i went to my bros house to burn a couple of cds.. but only got one. then went with zeezee and this guy james to the movies then at 945 went on base to play pool...they played a game. but they closed it at 10 so we went to see if the bowling ally was open.. it wasnt.. so we went to kailua beach and just sat around until 10 50... went back to zeezees house so my mom could pick me up... it was pretty fun nite. going to the beach tomorrow to go surfing and then work at 3. friday im suppose to go to the beach with lacheye. and then that nite to a play at castle that my friends are in. and on saturday i was suppose to go to the movies to see star wars with ian cuz me and him are obsessed with yoda. and that nite i think im goin to try and go to see my manager and his band play somewhere.. im kinda thinking/hoping its the battle of the bands but im not sure when that is. i have to ask him about it tomorrow. then sunday i have to work. weeks been pretty busy. monday i start summer school till july 19th. then around july 22 im goin to california for 3 weeks. well thats the update on my life but no one cares anyway.