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Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
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12:25 pm - How strange...
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ok, So i know i NEVER come on here anymore..its weird..i used to be addicted to this..then i got hooked on xanga..and now its myspace... the only reason i still keep this thing, is because i still want to be able to contact one person, who i still never really talk to anymore..but, i dunno, sometimes, its good just to read that shes doing well where she is... i think now, me and her are two compeletely different people, and have changed since we last were together, thats a given..its been like 3 years.
Telle, even though i havent talked to u in like a year, i havent forgotten about you... you were a great friend...maybe one day we'll get to see one another again..miss yah!
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| Friday, August 27th, 2004
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8:54 pm
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WTF HAPPENED TO CHANTELLE!?!!?!?! she doesnt update anymore?!
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| Monday, June 21st, 2004
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8:52 pm
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I'm in soo much pain right now.. my heart hurts. i can't believe how much it hurts still..
i called marcus..and kellen ended up on the phone.. he had the nerve to ask me if i'm still inlove with him. and claims he wants to be friends, and asks why he didnt get acall to see if he was back from europe..only mark got that call..
he thinks that me talkin to him will help me get over him. or i don tknow what the deal is, but he said a lot of shit, that maybe back then, i would have thought was sincere, but i honestly dont know what to believe. i think he likes knowing someon eis hurting on his behalf. how could he do this to me, how could he expect me to be friendly towards him after that..so what i havent talked to him in 2 months.. jesus christ.. this hurts.
...a little later thoughts...
so shoot me if this sounds dumb..i know it does, but i was thinking, what if this was him missing me.. he wants me back. is it possible? but would i want him back.. and thats the difficult part.. do i?
yeah, i know it would be a bad desicion, but its hard to make the right one when u have feelings for someone. i've tried getting over him, and i thought i had, but i dont know if i f ully have. someone smack me, i know i know hes bad for me..but its so hard to walk away..
grad party saturday.. hey chrissy, if u want to come, give me a call.. i think u still have my number.
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| Tuesday, May 25th, 2004
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1:52 pm
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Yeah, so i'm on crutches right now.. it sucks really bad... i fell and sprained my ankle, as well as dislocated my knee.. i think my ankle gave out, which caused a sprain,a nd because i previously had dislocatd my knee, i did that again.. it sucks.
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| Friday, May 14th, 2004
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9:17 pm - do this in comments back
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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| Sunday, March 21st, 2004
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10:49 am
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X= I've never actually done it.
(_) I have never been drunk
(_) I never have smoked pot
(_) I never have kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) I never have kissed a member of the same sex
(X) I never crashed a friend's car
(x) I have never been to Japan
(_) I never rode in a taxi
(_) I never have been in love
(_) I never had sex
(X) I never have had sex in public
(x) I never have been dumped
(_) I never shoplifted
(x) I never have been fired
(_) I have never cut myself on purpose
(X) I never have been in a fist fight
(X) I never had a 3-some
(x) I never snuck out of my parent's house
(x) I never have been tied up (sexually)
(X) I never been caught masturbating
(X) I never pissed on myself (there is a fine line here, I'm assuming this means on purpose)
(_) I never had sex with a member of the opposite sex
(x) I never have been arrested
(x) I never made out with a stranger
(_) I never stole anything from my job
(X) I never celebrated New Year's in Time Square
(x) I never went on a blind date
(x) I never lied to a friend
(x) I never had a crush on a teacher
(x) I never celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
(X) I never have been to Europe
(_) I never skipped school
(x) I never slept with a co-worker
(x) I never have been fisted and/or have fisted anyone
(x) I never have thrown up in a bar
(x) I never have purposely set myself on fire
(_) I never have eaten sushi
(_) I never have been snowboarding
(_) I never have been happy with myself
(x) I never have met a movie star
(X) I never had sex in a pool
(_) I never went to a prom
(X) I never bungee jumped
(X) I never have been to a pop concert
(x) I never have dated someone for over a year
(X) I never sold naked pictures of myself
(x) I have never been in a car accident
(?) I have never seen a dog naked
(x) I have never slept in the nude.
(x) I have never had a one night stand.
(_) I've never eaten cheesecake
(X) I've never had jury duty
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| Monday, February 16th, 2004
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1:15 pm
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wow, i realized i havent written in here in a while..almost a month later.. anyways sooo i was sick all this past week, and it sucked really bad because i missed the show saturday that i said i was going to go to..so when i talked to jake he asked where i was cuz he didnt see me at the show. I really wanted to go too... also that night, marcus called to go hang out with them at Nicks house cuz his rents were outta town..once again, i couldnt go. sucked for me.. they went to a strip club last night cuz none of the guys has ever been to one, and tom turned 21 so they went in honor of his birthday...right..horny men...hahaha i hope they had fun... too bad i wasnt 18, i would have joined them, just to cruz with my boys and laugh at them throwing money at chicks...
i havent seen kellen in two 2 weeks... sucks for me.. i really want to see him... but i know for sure i'm seeing him this coming weekend..we already have plans.
ehhh i want my surfboard back..for those of you who dont know. i went surfing near sandys, where you should be really really good to go surfing at. anyways, i ended up on the reef because well, low tide, plus its reef pretty much the whole beach, so trying to get out, i got thrown on the reef, scraped and brused up my knees.. and i ditched my board so i could hold the reef so i didnt lose my balance and hurt myself more, anywys i got my board back climbed up on higher reef and got onto shore. picked up my board, and started crying when i see how beat up it got in the waves and reef. depressing. anyways this guy JT was fixing it, said it was gonna be ready by wednesday, which it is, but i still havent gotten it from him!! i duno. i want my board!!!!
less then 4 months to graduation..this is crazy... aaaah
current music: Switchfoot - meant to live
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| Friday, October 24th, 2003
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4:49 pm
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LAYER ONE:
-- name: Michele
-- birthplace: Granada Hills, CA
-- current Location: Kailua, HI
-- eye color: Hazwl
-- hair color: Brown
-- height: 5'4" 5'5"
-- righty or lefty: righty
-- zodiac sign: Scoripio
LAYER TWO:
-- your heritage: Czechoslovakian, German, English, Scotch-irish, swedish.
-- the shoes you wore today: Reef slippers
-- your weakness: love
-- your fears: being alone. <--- I agree too
-- your perfect pizza: Pepperoni and pineapple
-- goal you'd like to achieve: dunno be successful in career
LAYER THREE:
-- your most overused phrase on AIM: hehehe
-- your thoughts first waking up: i have no idea
-- your bedtime: whenever I go i go
-- your most missed memory: ESG days...unfortunatly
LAYER FOUR:
-- pepsi or coke: pepsi
-- mcdonald's or burger king: neither
-- single or group dates: single
-- adidas or nike: adidas
-- lipton ice tea or nestea: eh, dunno
-- chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
LAYER FIVE:
-- smoke: no
-- cuss: fuck yeah
-- sing: yeah
-- take a shower everyday: yes
-- have a crush: yes
-- do you think you've been in love: eh, not so much
-- want to go to college: yes
-- like(d) high school: occationally
-- want to get married: yes
-- believe in yourself: sure
-- get motion sickness: if I read in the car <<< Yup..
-- think you're attractive: somewhat yeah
-- think you're a health freak: close, not really
-- get along with your parent(s): somewhat...
-- like thunderstorms: yeah
-- play an instrument:no
LAYER SIX:
in the past month...
-- drank alcohol: no
-- smoked: no
-- done a drug: no
-- had sex: no
-- made out: no
-- gone on a date: no
-- gone to the mall?: yeah
-- eaten an entire box of oreos: no
-- eaten sushi: no
-- been on stage: yeah
-- been dumped: no
-- gone skating: no
-- made homemade cookies: no
-- gone skinnydipping: no
-- dyed your hair: no
-- stolen anything: no
LAYER SEVEN:
ever...
-- played a game that required removal of clothing: no
-- if so, was it mixed company: read above...NO
-- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yup
-- been caught "doing something": making out yeah, but he didnt say anythign just walked awaay and waited till later to say n e thing
-- been called a tease: yes
-- gotten beaten up: not really, brother sister thing?
-- shoplifted: no
-- changed who you were to fit in: no
LAYER EIGHT:
-- age you hope to be married: before im 35
-- numbers and names of children: ....
-- describe your dream wedding: beach
-- how do you want to die: no pain
-- where you want to go to college: Moorpark, CA
-- what do you want to be when you grow up: broadcasting
-- what country would you most like to visit: Europe..
LAYER NINE:
in a guy..
-- best eye color? green, blue
-- best hair color? blondish
-- short or long hair: kinda surfer long..
-- height: taller then me..not towering though
-- best weight: doesnt matter really..not to skinny though
-- best articles of clothing: shorts
-- best first date location: dunno
-- best first kiss location: beach, definantly!!!!
LAYER TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: ugh dunno
-- # of people i could trust with my life: not sure
-- # of CDs that i own: lots
-- # of piercings: 5
-- # of tattoos: 0
-- # of scars on my body: one of my arm from the pizza oven at work
-- # of things in my past that i regret: NO REGRETS
Currents:
{x} current clothes: hurly tank and jeans
{x} current mood: chill
{x} current taste: jamba juice
{x} current hair: bun
{x} current annoyance: school, people
{x} current smell: cant, sick..
{x} current thing you ought to be doing:getting ready for work
{x} current desktop picture: flower
{x} current book: weird one..forget the name
{x} current refreshment: none
{x} current worry: nothing
{x} current crush: kekai
{x} current favorite celebrity: dunno
Who / What:
{x} who do you like: adam, kekai
{x} who likes you: kekai
{x} what annoys you: people
{x} what do you want to do: sleep
{x} what do you get sick of: alot
{x} who is one person you would marry tomorrow: adam
{x} do you sleep on your back, stomach or side?: all
{x} what would you take if you were stuck on a desert island? music
{x} who would you take to that island if you had to take anyone, dead or alive?: Ashton Kutcher. Hes hot and has a great personality<<<<<<<agree
Do / Have / What / etc.:
{x} do you like water?: yeah
{x} if your house was on fire and you could only save one thing, what would you save?: music
{x} have you ever said 'i love you' and not meant it?: no
{x} what is your favorite sesame street character?: didnt watch it
{x} what time is it?: 5:04
{x} what time did you wake up this morning?: 6:45 AM
{x} who would you trade places with for a day?: dunno
{x} have you ever been told you look like a celebrity?: yeah Michelle Branch, Vanessa Carlton, and Drew barrymoore, none of which look like each other?
{x} finish this sentence. "i wouldn't be caught dead"... I dont know
{x} what is the worst thing that can happen on a date?: learning he fucked you mom? i dunno
{x} would you rather live in the mountains or by the ocean?: ocean
Last time you've:
{x} cried: last saturday
{x} bought something: today
{x} gotten sick: currently
{x} eaten: today
{x} felt stupid: today
{x} wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: no
{x} talked to an ex: blah blah
{x} talked to someone you have a crush on: yesterday
{x} had a serious talk: ugh dunno yesterday probably..within the past week
{x} missed someone: eh..dunno
{x} hugged someone: tanner the other day
{x} girl/boyfriend: none
{x} are you center of attention or a wall flower: center
{x} what type of automobile do you drive: Nissan Maxima
{x} would you rather be with friends or on a date: friends
{x} do you attend church: no
{x} do you like being around people: yes
{x} who is your role model: Ryan is my motivation
{x} have you ever liked someone you had no chance with? all the time
{x} have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yeaaah
{x} have you ever lied to your best friend: dunno i hope not
{x} ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yes
{x} rather have a relationship or a "hookup": depends who it is...
{x} want someone you don't have right now: yeah
{x} ever liked your best guy friend: yeah
{x} do you want to get married: wasnt this already asked?
{x} do you want kids: I think this was too...
{x} what is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my eyes
{x} are you happy with your life: yeaah
{x} if you could change something in your life right now, what would it be?: a different job..
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| Tuesday, June 17th, 2003
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10:57 pm
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I am sooo fucking bored right now its not even funny...like the past two days.. well today i did some cleaning, and im getting rid of alot of shit. then after i was done with that I went and visited Aurora at the YMCA because shes helping out there with swimming lessons... so i saw her for a bit... then i came home and i've done nothing really.. I'm going to the beach tomorrow.. with lindsey and tanner and bob.. i think.. at least thats what me and lindsey planned... uh, Kellen went shrooming tonight... i dont know.. i find it stupid.. why does he have to do that shit? I think hes waaay smarter..and hopefully more creative to be doing that shit... i guess he wants to waste his time and trip..i guess he thinks its better then smoking weed, because it doesnt stay in your system for a month like weed..but it fucks up pretty bad for hours... oh well... hes 20, and a big boy he'll have to take care of himself.. i guess im just concerned...i love my friends, i dont want to see them do things that can hurt themselves... i dont know why Brian doesnt try and stop him..brian didnt like it when he tried it and hes his best friend, he has a lot of influence over kellen, but no, Brian goes and helps him find the shrooms...what idiots. I dont miss school, but i do miss seeing my friends there! I miss adam... and i miss just having people to talk and laugh with everyday..... Kasey hasnt called me since the first time, i guess its not that big of a deal, its not like we knew each other anyways...but he did say he wanted to meet up and hang out so i dont know why he hasnt called me!! whatevers, ashleys suppose to see if Emmie has his cell number or can get it or whatevers... and i'll give him the call, because i've already intiated everything else, except the conversation...he introduced himself to me first, but thats probably only because we were sitting next to each other at the party.... i still dont know what to think about talking to graham last night, it wasnt really a conversation... but it kinda was..hes working full time at some car thing by the bowling ally.. he didnt explain what with cars..just said something about it..s o i dont know if hes a macanic or if hes selling them or what.. he left it very vauge.. because he doesnt want me coming and "stalking" him..fuck you graham, your not that fucking important that anyone would want to do that. Yes you used to be a very good friend of mine, and you did comfort me one night, but fuck you werent very trust worthy, and you fucked yourself over... Yes i miss you and i would love to cruz with you again, but your a little too obnoxious for me... maybe you've matured... or maybe you've turned into a druggie like a lot of the others... who knows.. you didnt seem to care that i was talkign to you, your still immature i can tell that, and i bet you can tell that im not the little freshman anymore that you once knew...actually I KNOW im not the little freshman you knew.... I've changed ALOT since then, for the better... ugh, the only person that i would fucking do anything to get back is John...hes the only one that fucking matters to me.. all the esgs can go do whatever the fuck they want to.. i want my Johnny boy back... well, i want Ryan back too, but i never really had him to begin with.. and i'm closer to getting him then john, we actually might cruz this summer, but john... ihave no idea... ugh, no one really knows...all the ones that do, i cant talk to, because they hate john...whatevers im not talking about the past anymore tonight...at least about him... ummmmm whats today? Tuesday?? yeah... i want to go to the beach every day the rest of this week.. i also want to clean my room some more and just throw away everything i dont need... well... anyways i should goooooo, ihave nothing else to talk about... BLAH
current mood:  bored
current music: The Ataris - 8 of 9
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| Friday, July 5th, 2002
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10:43 pm
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FUCK FUCK FUCK
why why why!
YOU KNOW WHAT JAMES! IF YOU READ THIS AGAIN! DONT BRING UP THE SHIT I WRITE IN HERE UP AT WORK!!!
AGRRRRR well now i have to put friends only so no one can ever see this besides my friend because there was like a 1 and a 100 chance that someone i know on this island would see it without me telling them...so wtf. ya. k bye... oh and james.... NO I DONT LIKE JORDAN!
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| Thursday, July 4th, 2002
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10:24 pm
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i dont like it
i really dont understand
why does she want to hurt herself
why does she want to end her life
its so fucked up
and she wont tell me why
kinda sounded like me a few months ago
fuck life.
whatever..im happy now and i dont want her to hurt herself..wtf do i do!?!?
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| Monday, July 1st, 2002
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2:45 pm - Fuck my plans might be ruined!
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ok, well im skrewed...my plans... get through high school... go to eruope june after graduation, then fly up to michigan for a week with telle, then me and her fly to cali and stay with my dad. BUT im not sure if my dads goin to b in cali! hes thinking about nevada or washington, i mean i want to go to washington but i need to go to cali! so wtf!! oh well i'll find out later...
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| Sunday, June 30th, 2002
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8:49 pm
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Which Kiss Are You?
Find your emotion!
You are 20% evil! [?]
You're pretty non-evil. You're a little bit off of being all good, but you tend to still be orderly and peaceful. You aren't the bad person at all...for the most part.
Who are YOU most like?
![What Seven Deadly Sin Are YOU? [?]](http://www.sakuracardz.com/questionmark/sevensinsanger.gif) | You're ANGER! You're not the most pleasant person to be around! You've got a short fuse, and you're almost always mad at the world. You're represented by the color red. |
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| Thursday, June 27th, 2002
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8:09 pm
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well today is thursday...oh fuck ya this week went by fast! and lets see monday iwent to school and i went to the beach with lacheye, tuesday i dont remember, wednesday i worked, and today i went to waikiki and went surfing and then i saw amanda and i went and cruzed with her and her bf and her bfs bro at a hotel amandas cousins were staying at. so we were in the pool and me and amanda both had blue bathing suits on...but her bf brandon didnt know that so underwater he came up and grabed me! ya it was really really weird... then his brother brad bit me in my leg... i dont knwo why? ahhh im scared sometimes... thats all i got to say thank god tomorrow is friday
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1.What time is it? 7:52pm
2. Name as it appears on your birth certificate: michele
3. Nickname? Mikala, drew, chele, alberta, fredrick, brat, hollywood, makavilli
4. Parents names? Doak and julie
5. Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? i dont remember if i had a birthday cake
24. Favourite Holiday? holloween
25. Favourite day of the week? friday or saturday
26. Favourite word or phrase? Dude
27. Favourite Toothpaste? 2 and 1
28. Favourite Restaurant ? dunno
29. Favourite Flower? dunno
30. Favourite lDrink? water
31. Favourite sport to watch on T.V.? none
32. Preferred type of ice cream? chocolate
33. Favourite Sesame Street Character? big bird
34. Disney or Warner Bros. ? disney
35. Favourite Fast Food Restaurant? dominos pizza
36. When was your last hospital visit? shit i dont know
37. What colour is your bedroom carpet? brown
38. How many times did you fail your permit or drivers test? didnt take it
39. Who is the last person you got mail from? email? ashley
40. Have you ever been convicted of a crime?no
41. Which single store would you choose to max out your credit card? ross
42. What do you do most often when you are bored? comp
43. Name the person that you are friends with that lives farthest away? Chantelle in michigan
44. Most annoying thing? too many
45. Bedtime? i usually go to bed around 10 30 or 11 so i can wake up at 7 15
46. Who will respond the quickest? no one
7. Favourite all-time TV show? dunno friends?
48. Last person you went out to dinner with? mom and grandma tonite
49. Last Movie you saw? in theaters? undercover brother
50. Favourite Music? Anything i like
51. What CD is in your player right this second? incubus
52. What is your deepest fear? dunno
53: Time when you finished? 8:03
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| Tuesday, June 25th, 2002
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| Sunday, June 23rd, 2002
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9:31 pm
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1:01 pm
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IF ANYONE HAS A LJ CODE THEY WOULD LIKE TO GIVE TO LET ANDI JOIN LET ME KNOW!
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